My Mom died 15 years ago 1/15 and the pain never goes away. I need her now more than ever. I know she’s here with me but selfishly I want more. She was an amazing woman and she was always there for all her grandkids. There are times I swear Gavin is laughing it up with Nana Micillo and Nana Varecka. I have to believe he can see more than we do! It’s hard doing this journey without her…